im bored . so i came in and blogblogblog .. haha . haix .. nothing to do this few days .. {!} OH YA . got CSO >.< so boring la .. lols . haix .. today watch LA lakers play with Celtics boston .. then see them led at 1st quarter 7-2x lols .. then break record . no NBA finals got such a big gap at 1st quarter . haha .. then in the end Celtics win lor .. haha .. then break another record . no NBA finals got such a great come back . haha .. was quite a interesting match . though abit lame lame lor .. haha ..
went to do CSO after that .. 1340 then reach there lor .. i should reach there at 0930 de lor .. haha .. lucky she nvr ask anything .. even though i got think of wad i am going to say liao lor .. today got new NgeeAnn Poly people come help us .. haha .. got someone interested in joseph lor .. haha .. so stupid la ~
went to play basketball after that .. sit there do nothing while joseph is teaching someone basics of basketball . then person is know how to play basketball de la .. just that his basic abit lousy .. =x see him how to cross over .. how to cross over the back .. then point out his mistakes lor .. practically still alrights for him lor .. haha .. though i maybe can lose him la .. haha .. wanted joseph to teach me play also .. he ask me to prepare . coz his training super tough .. haha .. nevermind lor .. if tough then good .. can train better .. haha ..
hmm .. maybe you are rights ba .. maybe how i treat others are like the same .. but .. maybe you know me more than i know myself .. i truely need your help .. i dun wish to get this kind of life ! i really wanna love HER, pamper HER and have a peaceful life with her . like how i would pamper you throughout the months .. those nights are just how i wish i could do . haix .. maybe i am useless like how other people see me . i know i love audi, all my friends and gans . but . i suddenly feel that playing audi is a waste of time ? even though it is interesting sometimes . even though people need me . even though people want me . even though people miss me . but all i am thinking are , THEY ARE JUST BULL-SHYTTING ! whenever i said i wan leave . they will say, leave lor . we also no need you. but whenever i am serious and i left audi . they come to me and want me to come back .. i juz find them funny . god gave us one head . so that we dun have another head sleeping . BUT {!} why people love to have two when they only got one ? IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE THAT HAVE TWO HEAD PHYSICALLY ? god has his reason in everything . and i believe it . i take myself as an example ba . god gave us two hands . coz he know that one hand is not enough to do anything . if you only got one hand .. you can only choose one thing; hold your girlfriend's hands or carry things for your girlfriend . so god gave us two hands . one to hold her hands . one to help her carry things . but people love to have another hand . and us it ''invisibly'' . to BORROW things without asking ? and nvr to return the items ? haix . i hope i use my brains and think ba . what is happening to me ? where did i do wrong ? why i do wrong things ? when did i do wrong things ? and most importantly; how can i change for the better for myself and the others ?
DEAR READERS ! I HOPE YOU CAN TEACH ME, OR GIVE ME SOME POINTERS IN HOW I CAN HELP MYSELF ?MAYBE YOU GUYS KNOW ME BETTER THAN I KNOW MYSELF . HAHA . LETS ALL WORK HARD ! `Cheers
