Wednesday, September 17, 2008 ♥
@ 10:26 PM
Haix. I seen so much, yet so little. I'm not sure what I'm saying too, I'm so freaked out. Love me or hate me, its your choice, seriously. Lol ?Ok, I think i haven't seen much of me! And I'm utterly sad, I know I will never be forgotten by you, never mind, better stop here.Its been so long already. Day by day, times flies slow, and fast. Day by day, love grew and faded like smoke. Day by day, I'm counting. Perish from this world, and we will not have anymore worries. I wonder if kids of 3 years old ever got this kind of feelings? I feel like going back to where it all begun. In a small room, of 11 people, getting together and learn, play, talk and bullshit. Its seems so much fun. But things are to change.I would agree that I have changed. And I'm a totally changed person from last time. I take risks in everything I do, but now i would stop to think. Wondering what its like to be a gangster, is it so much fun? Or we can find "brothers"? Beat people and be at the top of the world. Its just some stupid thoughts. And stupid thoughts only come from? STUPID PEOPLE.Sorry if i have offended you.I'm out of love, but as you all said before, never mind. I don't wish to think of anything now. I guess I'll be single for a very long time again, but this time is different. I've got to find things myself, do things myself, everything is myself. I will learn to be independent.Ok, my EOY is round the corners, AND I'M NOT EVEN STARTED!! Boy! Buck up. Must get to express, then can transfer to MacPherSon Secondary. Shall be attentive abit. But i can't help from those sickness, they keep finding me! Maybe I'm too strong? So must attack me? I've already got kidney probs, I don't want more! Please.Tomorrow and Friday may not be at school, as I'm going to be sick again. My money is flying! And very badly!
