Saturday, November 1, 2008 ♥
@ 1:02 PM
I know la. I swear I was never a good boyfriend, no matter how hard I tried.
I hate life, I just simply hate it. I'm always trying to be a better person, but i had never did a good job. I had never once made you happy, instead, still making you upset.
Making you cry because of me. Who else could be worse than me? I suspect its nobody.
I know you are not feeling alrights. I can feel it. Talking cheerfully with me, I guess that is the only way you seem cheerful in front of me. Deep inside you are just so disappointed in me. I can understand, cause i had never been a good boyfriend .
I never felt so down in my life before. Oh my, just kill me man. I'm so much better of when I'm dead.
