Sunday, October 12, 2008 ♥
@ 1:08 AM
im really a shi bai zhe . darling . im sry i have let you down over and over again. but wad i mean . i have always been true for you. i know what i do is stupid . i know you are angry, disappointed in everything i've done . i really am sorry . sry that i have lied to you . i know i really cant do it . im trying my real best le ! i know you would not believe me . never mind . i know what i done . i know what i've been doing . and it really is stupid , i did not know that i was so dumb . please . i was never good in relationship before . never ytd , never today , never tml . but i will really do my best . i can sacrifice everything . really . i just want to be with you . i juz want to hold you . i just want to be there for you . but i guess when im there , you are just more and more disappointed in me . &cries . i hope you can understand my hard work . i hope you can understand . everything i had done, everything i have been doing, everything i will do for you . please . whenever you dont like the things i do . tell me . i will change for you . dun keep it to your heart, it will make you feel worse . make me feel more worse . all i said really comes from my heart . never did i lie to you . please . help me out too will you ?
