Sunday, September 20, 2009 ♥
@ 3:37 AM
Darling,
All I want to do is to make you happy.
But all this while,
I may seem so moody,
so stubborn.
I really don't know what to do.
I don't even have the courage to step up,
Don't have enough time to accompany you.
Are we two really not meant to be together?
Or we can really only be very good friends.
I hope it can be proven that I am wrong.
I hope things were not the way it seemed to be.
Maybe this is all just a fantasy of mine?
The illusions of being together with you are fading.
To the world you may be just a person,
But to a person you may be the world.
In my heart,
You are the only one.
But in your heart,
maybe I'm just someone.
I really wanna be the someone.
Someone who you will talk to when you are feeling down.
Someone who can love you, care for you.
Someone who you would live your life with.
But I know maybe this is a selfish dream.
Dreams that might hurt you even if you are with me.
I hope I am wrong,
I hope things will change.
Change for the better of you and me.
I know I may not be a good guy.
I have no time, Money or freedom.
But at least I got this heart of mine,
A heart that will be true to you.
I would understand if you were to reject me,
I will never bug you if you don't like me to.
But for now,
I will not give up.
I will still be here,
I will be by your side.
I will be there whenever you need me,
Just a phone call away,
And you can see me.
Darling,
Your smile really makes my day.
